i decided to not to write the post i was planning to becasue i think blog is too
public and therefore it is not a good choice
but
i want to write about love today
to just share abit about my lovelife and stuff if u were intrested if not just f off=="
i think it is the love season
ppl all talk about love in facebook
lovesongs
love animes
love cartoons
love that
love this
long songs
so im in a lovey mood to share lovey stories
if u rmb my speech on lifegame
if u can recall
i said i went thru alot of trouble swear at god
because of my private reasons.
that 2009 from November to Lifegame i was unbelievably Depressed
i really even considering jumping down from tony's room (2nd floor)
it was because of 2009 Prom
if she reads this, well too bad...
well actually im not gonna go into all the histroy and come to think to of it it makes me angry and depressed again..
so im just gonna say
she kinda dissapointed me
anyway after her until now
i dont really like anyone
more like i still thinks relationship brings more pain than happiness
and whad happen to me when i usuallyl ask a girl out is not a Happy Disney Story Ending
so i decided not to giv shit
i might have some ppl that i love to talk to
or someppl who make me feel better and stuff
but i dont really like anyone as in
==" (this is lame)
1)i dun thik of someone before i go sleep
maybe i think of my AudiGF =="(nah tats just sad)
2)i dun go all high or start dropping saliva from my mouse when i talk to someone
3)i might get depressed when i see my close girl friends(as frens) get into relationship because
somehow make me jealous :P but i wouldnt kill myslef even if my mum finds a new guy =="
4)i dun go sing emo songs and think of someone
so i am kinda or more very NEUTRAL atm
so me Gen and Hana was talking about relationship
Hana is a really pretty girl u noe those Big eye japanese girls ==" with round small face ya
she just broke up with her boyfriend because apparently he is gay(according to her) nah
her bf spends too much time with his guy frens and cold shouldered her lolz
Gen to be honest looks like um..um....actually he looks really really really like John but
180' diffrent personality
he had a gf once but he broke up coz his mum kicked his arse when she found out
and he describe him mum as his 4eva gf or sth =="
so we were talking about level of likeness
we said lets say u list ur fren's closeness to 1-10
what lv u consider them as u like them
i said 8
Hana 7 :D(slut==" jk)
Gen 9
atm honestly i have 2 friends which i consider that can rank at 7
not 8 thou
its sad how i think no guy can break 5-level barrier maybe tony 6 xD
but unless i start wearing Peter Chao's im Gay clothe no no guy can pass 6
to be honest i only loved 2 girls cant even say love,
i only really liked 2 girls in my whole life
maybe loved 1
that is my Mum(tat includes my grandmum and my aunties and my cousins)
and a girl named Ding
well thats not her name but thats how i like to call her xD
this is a long ago story
its as long as when simon was in relationship as well so its a long ago story
but im pretty sure my teenager life lovelife is not blessed =.="
the thing is when i really like someone
and when i try talk to them...
i will literely freeze and i will look like an idiot from mars
and i will start shaking a lot like if i am going through a **********.
so its not good... =="
tats why my relationship till so far T T
was either the girls im not really intrested asks me out and eventually ill like her well sth littat
or ...
no it was only above case happened twice =="
so i am a pathetic loser at this part
i think adam has more intresting story than me at this part ==:
anyway but i am writing this post because something recently started happening
(and no im not turning gay)
There is one person
that i starts to think be4 i sleep
starts to worry
starts to wonder
whats happening to her
(and wilson dun consult me its temporary)
well i guess im going thru lovey season hahaha xD
so how is your lovey season going?
anything new?
or anything wanna share?
comment it here if u want or put it on cbox
my cbox looks so empty theese days
hahaha
tml next day in japaninoi its 12 here
ill c u all..
uplanders on monday
PCC on June 26th
Contact on June 26th
until then keep up with the blog and facebook and wish u luck xD
I wish I could have five lives! Then I could have been born in five different towns, and eaten five lifetime's worth of food, and had five different careers, and... fallen in love with the same person, five times.- Orihime Inoue (awwww....)
public and therefore it is not a good choice
but
i want to write about love today
to just share abit about my lovelife and stuff if u were intrested if not just f off=="
i think it is the love season
ppl all talk about love in facebook
lovesongs
love animes
love cartoons
love that
love this
long songs
so im in a lovey mood to share lovey stories
if u rmb my speech on lifegame
if u can recall
i said i went thru alot of trouble swear at god
because of my private reasons.
that 2009 from November to Lifegame i was unbelievably Depressed
i really even considering jumping down from tony's room (2nd floor)
it was because of 2009 Prom
if she reads this, well too bad...
well actually im not gonna go into all the histroy and come to think to of it it makes me angry and depressed again..
so im just gonna say
she kinda dissapointed me
anyway after her until now
i dont really like anyone
more like i still thinks relationship brings more pain than happiness
and whad happen to me when i usuallyl ask a girl out is not a Happy Disney Story Ending
so i decided not to giv shit
i might have some ppl that i love to talk to
or someppl who make me feel better and stuff
but i dont really like anyone as in
==" (this is lame)
1)i dun thik of someone before i go sleep
maybe i think of my AudiGF =="(nah tats just sad)
2)i dun go all high or start dropping saliva from my mouse when i talk to someone
3)i might get depressed when i see my close girl friends(as frens) get into relationship because
somehow make me jealous :P but i wouldnt kill myslef even if my mum finds a new guy =="
4)i dun go sing emo songs and think of someone
so i am kinda or more very NEUTRAL atm
so me Gen and Hana was talking about relationship
Hana is a really pretty girl u noe those Big eye japanese girls ==" with round small face ya
she just broke up with her boyfriend because apparently he is gay(according to her) nah
her bf spends too much time with his guy frens and cold shouldered her lolz
Gen to be honest looks like um..um....actually he looks really really really like John but
180' diffrent personality
he had a gf once but he broke up coz his mum kicked his arse when she found out
and he describe him mum as his 4eva gf or sth =="
so we were talking about level of likeness
we said lets say u list ur fren's closeness to 1-10
what lv u consider them as u like them
i said 8
Hana 7 :D(slut==" jk)
Gen 9
atm honestly i have 2 friends which i consider that can rank at 7
not 8 thou
its sad how i think no guy can break 5-level barrier maybe tony 6 xD
but unless i start wearing Peter Chao's im Gay clothe no no guy can pass 6
to be honest i only loved 2 girls cant even say love,
i only really liked 2 girls in my whole life
maybe loved 1
that is my Mum(tat includes my grandmum and my aunties and my cousins)
and a girl named Ding
well thats not her name but thats how i like to call her xD
this is a long ago story
its as long as when simon was in relationship as well so its a long ago story
but im pretty sure my teenager life lovelife is not blessed =.="
the thing is when i really like someone
and when i try talk to them...
i will literely freeze and i will look like an idiot from mars
and i will start shaking a lot like if i am going through a **********.
so its not good... =="
tats why my relationship till so far T T
was either the girls im not really intrested asks me out and eventually ill like her well sth littat
or ...
no it was only above case happened twice =="
so i am a pathetic loser at this part
i think adam has more intresting story than me at this part ==:
anyway but i am writing this post because something recently started happening
(and no im not turning gay)
There is one person
that i starts to think be4 i sleep
starts to worry
starts to wonder
whats happening to her
(and wilson dun consult me its temporary)
well i guess im going thru lovey season hahaha xD
so how is your lovey season going?
anything new?
or anything wanna share?
comment it here if u want or put it on cbox
my cbox looks so empty theese days
hahaha
tml next day in japaninoi its 12 here
ill c u all..
uplanders on monday
PCC on June 26th
Contact on June 26th
until then keep up with the blog and facebook and wish u luck xD
I wish I could have five lives! Then I could have been born in five different towns, and eaten five lifetime's worth of food, and had five different careers, and... fallen in love with the same person, five times.- Orihime Inoue (awwww....)
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